It’s been a year and almost 2 months Jessica and I have been together. The last 2 days were the hardest part for me personally. Suddenly, Jessica mentioned that she couldn’t respect me anymore and she’s sick of me… I was totally surprise about it. I didn’t know that my actions and what I said her hurt. I didn’t know where I went wrong. I reacted in-appropriately.

Today is the 3rd day, I sit down and think over it. Where did I go wrong? I think that’s the problem… I stop pursuing her… I entered my comfort zone in this relationship… I am taking the responsibilities to lead this relationship… I physically being with her but my mind is in my work or my personal life matters. I become impolite and take this relationship for granted.

What happened in the last 2 days taught me about love once again… that love is patient, not easily angry, kind, not proud, not demands its own way… love always hope, always persevere, always endures, and never give up.

I will never give up on us, Jess… no matter how hard it is… I will always fight… and I want you to fight with me… together…